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Back to blogging after a looonngggg gap.....
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DREAM....

This is one of the intriguing dreams which i want to remember.

So as soon as I got awake from dream, I captured all the details of dream before they wipe away from my mind.

Refer to image above so as to understand dream better.
Dream details
Location : old Monument (image above closely resembles the scene)
Time : Afternoon.
a)I was standing at the bottom of monument with water till my neck.
b)There was another person along with me.
c)One couple was talking to each other at the top of monument.

Myself & other person standing with me observed a couple talking to each other at the top of monument & we had a bet.
Bet is to hit the couple standing at the top with a stone.

Whoever is able to hit them he wins the game. The other person with me starts the game, throws a stone. The stone doesn't hit them, it passes like a cricket ball going through slips without being caught

Suddenly, I noticed a rock rolling towards my friend. I asked him to bend so as to escape from it.

Then i go for the challenge of hitting the couple standing at the top. I asked for a smaller stone since i was very confident that i'll be able to hit them with a smaller one. :P . When i was about to hit, i noticed a massive rock gushing from behind him with lot of noise (Dag.. dag.. dag... ) I again asked him to bend so that he escapes from it.

As the massive stone rolls over...
Slowly water level rises till the top. I reached to the top of the monument along with the water. Complete structure of monument starts collapsing step by step..I observed structure getting collapsed tile by tile. I kept on jumping from one tile to other. (I have an illusion that i saw this particular type of destruction & escaping in earlier dream which made this dream more intriguing)

I said to myself in Tamil that poyichu, elame poyichu (meaning gone, completely gone) I was very sad, i didn't want to see the same collapsment and ending of everything again.

There i found another person (gokul) along with me. I was bit happy & I said to him that i saw this kind of collapsing earlier, he says " I too saw the collapsing earlier "

During this conversation, collapsing got paused.
This made me very happy and i immediately got up from the dream. This dream has fascinated me a lot because of happy ending , The type of collapasment, Another person seeing the same collapsement, Collapsement getting paused.

All these incindents made this dream more intresting.

TRUTH

What is Acceptable/unacceptable?

What is right/wrong?

What is Good/bad?

All these things are relative to one's life...

But in case of Truth/lie

Truth is truth.

Lie is a lie.

Lies are always not bad. Some lies are malicious & some are not.
But here again relative thing comes into picture when we are judging rationality.

Some lies which are mentioned below are very common.

1) You don’t really like what your neighbour is wearing, but you still say it’s nice.

2) An acquaintance might say something you don’t agree with, but you nod and say “how true!”

3) Your boss asks you for the long overdue assignment and you say you’re just mailing it across, when you’re actually just starting on it.

Why can’t we just be honest and say it like it is?

I’ve debated this thought with myself.

It is just that we humans cant accept criticism.

Sometimes lying can be the only solution in a tricky situation.

Where as the truth says, “Here I am! Look at me! Now that you know, what are you going to do about it?”

Truth places the information as it is..And maybe that’s why we tend to shy away from the truth. Once you have the information, you’re obligated to do something with it. Make a decision. Choose a side. Confront a wrong.

When our intention is to do something wrong, we hide the information or put a wrong information. so that nobody questions our actions.

This is usually the case in government affairs. Statements are almost always lies. Statements made by them are deliberate, contrived & dishonest so as to hide actual facts.

Our national motto “Satyamev Jayate” is written on each currency note of India, but ironically it is the basic cause for most of the lies

Good ones

Nobody knows who i really am.

I never felt this empty before.

And if i ever need someone to come along...

who's gonna comfort me & keep me strong?

the journey still continues even on quiet days

After the moon completes its phase, it will shine light upon ships

I pray and wait for the new day to come..

until it arrives across the vividly sparkling ocean

Reminiscenses

This blog is collection of incidents happened in school days.

Drawing sir incident..

We were having a drawing test, where in we are asked to draw on topic "Fox catching grapes"

when I had finished drawing a fox, Due to my excellent drawing skills fox appeared as a dog.

(Dog and Fox do look same though :) )

I had shown that drawing to my friends who are sitting beside me.

they started laughing,,. and sad thing is that they were unable to control laugh..

so my drawing sir noticed all the drama that went on.

And I was made to stand up and got big shot on my back (Just like beating a drum)

Entire class became utter silent.. I was bit embarrassed by that incident..

Social class incident..

It was some social class ,, Am not able to recall name of the social teacher..

I was last bencher in class, As a punishment for not writing

notes and not listening to class Iwas made to sit in the 1st bench for that class.

Teacher went out for some time in between the class for some work. I was feeling

very sleepy that day after listening history lesson.

So as soon as teacher went out for a while, I slept on the bench and asked my friend sitting in 2nd bench to

wake me up when someone comes to class. His name was Rishi..

Then suddenly one of my teachers (Swarna latha mam) entered the class as students were making lot of noise.

And unfortunately mam has observed me sleeping in 1st bench. The guy didn't wake me up..

I got another blast on my back.. This was 2nd incident where I felt embarrassed.

Aruna teacher class..

Aruna teacher (for physics),, she was very cool. I used to enjoy her class more as lot of funny incidents used to happen.

Usually whenever teacher asks me a question, I just used to stand up and look at ground. All the classmates used to laugh as I

never answered any question. And after that Aruna teacher's comments were very funny

(Like "Enduku paniki vastharu ra miru eppudaina oka answer chesina mohamaaa")

One day a girl named X was having bubble gum and teacher had caught her eating bubble gum in the class.

Teacher was furious by observing that and shouted at her to throw the bubble gum in the dustbin.

After that incident, one day X was asked some question by teacher, I got excited and whispered "bubble gum"

(But it was audible to all) But fortunately she thought that “Bubble gum" was shouted by some other guy (Harihara...)

I escaped from her scoldings.. :D

Some more incidents from my school to come...

DREAMZZZ.....

This is all about a Strange dream which i had few days before.

My dream

There were 2 guys walking on a road. One of them is myself. The other one i am unable to find (No clue)

One in Full white dress and other one in Full black dress.

I saw a Bird, which is in half black and half white in color, chasing us.

The Bird is indeed very strange (half of the body and one of its wing is in Black color and other half in white color)

Size of the bird is same as that of pigeon.

That bird chases both of us. Especially the bird seems like attacking me.

It attacks us from behind flying at full speed to me. I just lay on path, bird comes very close towards me, without hurting it just flies away.

Then i stood up and started walking. Again the bird starts attacking from behind, i just laid on road, bird comes close towards me and flies away without hurting.

This continues for 4 times. After a little thought i asked other guy not to walk along with me.

Thinking that the bird is chasing us as we both were walking together.

I urged him to move away from me. Finally he leaves me, but again the bird starts attacking me from behind. This time it attacks

me from behind, while i just lay on the path. Atlast the bird pokes me on my neck with its beak. Blood started flowing from my neck.

Bird continously pokes me on my neck, complete blood flows out from the neck. After this i suddenly woke up from dream.

Earlier i read a Novel "Interpretation of dreams" By Sigmund frued.

As he states that : Nothing you do occurs by chance; every action and thought is motivated by your unconscious at some level.

In order to live in a civilized society, you have a tendency to hold back our urges and repress our impulses.

However, these urges and impulses must be released in some way; they have a way of coming to the surface in disguised forms.

So i wanted to interpret this dream, What does it mean to me?????

Thereafter i read a lot of things about dreams, but am not able to interpret it...